Yes? Yes.

Hey! I'm back?
Nope
I just had a bad couple of days and...
Yes jee was postponed again
Yes they took my phone and laptop again
Yes I'm angry
Yes I was in a bad mood (and no one exactly knew) and dad couldn't tolerate it and took out his 'wild card' of taking my phone etc away as I didn't wish to wake up to give the mock test; I had already skipped 2 out of 7?
Yes I blocked j again
Yes I cried and went down memory lane again but stopped myself soon enough and slept the night before
Yes today I cleared all my chats with my 'best friends on whatsapp and insta
Yes I feel relieved?
Yes.
Yes I overshare and then it haunts me (and no one exactly knows)
Yes I dropped my phone a few too many times today to spoil their wild card
Yes I was careful to not do 'much' permanent damage; only the screen guard is broken more and maybe it's inside pieces too
I don't care
If it wasn't for covid I would've been done with these exams I'm going to perform poorly at when they happen now and would've gotten my first ever not second hand phone and would've gotten 'somewhere' other than here with exams that keep on getting postponed cause cancelling is not an option.
Yes they are gonna define my future but why care when there's no future and I'm still gonna be the same angry and sad and depressed?
Screaming about mental health doesn't help curing it, especially if it comes from parents, to teenagers.